SILVER-HAIRED-Chapter 142: No More

The rim of pleasure, the feel of his tongue against my core, the movement of his hands against my breasts as he did me. With the soothing feel of two dances of pleasure, I was at my limit, I was drunk in the essence of all the ecstasy he has to offer, my voice mixed with both moans and the call of his name filled the area, as he brought me to the highest pinnacle and I was loose and spent from the multiple time he made me cum.

My back arched against the platform, my breath rapid and unstable. My features hung with beads of sweat, suddenly it was all too hot and I craved cold water, anything that could cool down these heated sessions... I wasn’t sure I could take it anymore... Nicklaus tortured and gave me pleasure at the same thing, it was out of control and wild, I held onto the step for balance. This was really a punishment from him, of both pleasure and torture as he toyed with me in the most seductive way, my senses were filled with him and all I think of was ONLY him.

Nicklaus finally leaned up from my core, breathless, my eyes played on his wet chest and then his godly features, the smirk remained on his lips daring me and saying just how much he can make me weak and helpless as he pleases and I can testify to that. Nicklaus was the only man who knew how to make me crumble in helpless desire and lust, he knew my body like the back of his hand... HE was the only one who can give me gratification at the highest peak... he knew that and that smirk says it all. I was exposed and unhinged so that he can do whatever he pleases with my body and I was damn well ready for anything... but I pondered if he would go further.

Our eyes played on each other for what seemed like minutes, our orbs showing just how much we need each other and how restless we both were, but none of us seemed to be taking the next step so I decided to break the silence.

"H-How long will you keep holding back?" I finally broke the silence, my body overly sensitive and ready for what he had to offer. I wanted him so badly that my insides were excited just by it. I could tell from his eyes too, that he wanted me, he wanted to take me right now and here but he was resisting and I knew why.

I yelped when he yanked me to his body, our bodies pressing and jamming together, I moaned at the sensitive contact. Nicklaus was kneeling so our faces were inches apart but he didn’t go in for a kiss, I desperately wanted him to do so.

"Do you only intend to punish me this night"

"You have no idea... what I plan to do to you" He growled like the rim of his patience slipping and I could feel it. I trailed my hand on his back.

"Then don’t"

He growled.

"Don’t hold back Nicklaus" I brushed my nose against his. "I’m all yours"

His chest erupted in a very deep growl and he forcibly spun me so that my back was brushing against his shoulder.

"Take me, Nicklaus"

He held unto my waist and I was forced to lean now, my hands against the platform and then I knew he was going to take me just like he did that night, I couldn’t help the excitement that thrilled my insides as I awaited his next move, I want him to set loose and consume me and I may calm his beast to be pleasant, I WANTED to calm his beast and tell him just how much I’m his alone.

But Nicklaus did not make a move, he was still behind me like a wall. I was ready for him and how well he would dominate me, but he remained still and my features grew puzzled. He gently raised me back to his body and pressed a kiss on my neck before pulling away. I was confused by his actions, and then I met his sad eyes.

"I cannot..." he began as his jaw tightened. "I cannot give you what you want Yelena... I cannot control my beast and I cannot..."

"If this is about giving me children then" I cut him off. "It’s not the problem"

"Oh, Yelena it has everything to do with it does it not?"

"Nothing can change the fact that you cannot!" I snapped. "It’s a fact that I will understand... but you keep going further away from me, do you not love me anymore Nicklaus?"

"gods my love, that’s not the point"

"Then what is!", I demanded an explanation.

He sighed heavily, it took a moment before he spoke. "What happened that night will never happen again... even if it means not touching you anymore"

"Nicklaus we sorted that out it’s not what you thi-"

"Would you tell me that you weren’t hurt?!" he snapped, his eyes completely black. I gulped.

"I was but-"

"My beast has been unstable for 2 thousand... if you think you can tame it then you have it all wrong!"

I scoffed silently at his words, I tore my eyes away from him. "You’re right because I’m not goddess Yelena," I said, turning to walk away but he took my arm. 𝒻𝑟𝘦𝘦𝘸ℯ𝒷𝑛𝘰𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝘤𝘰𝘮

"Yel-"

"Don’t!"

He paused, my angry eyes on him. "Seems like babies aren’t the only issue we have," I said sternly as I yanked my hand away from his hold. "They are insignificant to you", his eyes narrowed by my words. "I can’t even tame your beast... maybe you choose the wrong mate then" I turned sauntering away, not looking bad, I allowed the tears to fall but I didn’t make a crying sound, I was so hurt to the point that it consumed me within, and did it hurt like a storm.

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"All preparations are ready, Empress" the Servant said with a bow.

"Wow I’m impressed Yelena, you have done an excellent job... I’m sure the royals will be stunned by tomorrow’s ball" Celeste said with a smile against her lips.

"Yes indeed, tomorrow will be a grand ball and a fun one" I said observing the rest of the setting, it looked perfect.

Celeste dismissed the servant. "So how are you and Nicklaus?"

"Just like any husband and wife should be" I turned to her. "Fine"

"You got me convinced... Tell me Yelena, are you two still weighing your views on everything?"

"Exactly as you said... views, choices, those are part of the important things in marriage" I said turning back to observing hoping she would let the matter die there, I truly do not wish to speak about anything concerning Nicklaus or else that pain in my chest will just resume.

"Yelena" she stopped me in my tracks, I faced her with my arms folded. "I understand about the views and choices but you shouldn’t let that come between you two, both of you have come a long way, even survived a curse. Nicklaus has spent 2 thousands years apart from you"

My eyes turned sad at her words. "But he’s pushing himself away from me... he won’t hold me, he won’t talk to me ever since that day" I sighed heavily.

"Nicklaus can be a bit overboard when he’s being protective, that is all, you must know he loves you"

"I know he loves me so much and i do too but I want him to trust me, enough to do what I can to tame his beast and understand, isn’t that what I’m suppose to good because I’m his mate, if I cannot then I’m not his",

Celeste was about to speak.

"I know he’s pulling away because I’m mortal, it has everything to do about me being mortal"

"Do not say that Yelena... Nicklaus loves you no matter what you’re"

I just stroke a nod. "But the rift keeps getting wider and wider" I faced her. "I may fear that we’re drifting apart"

Celeste’s eyes saddened at my words, she was about to say something but I walked away, wiping the small tears that leaked from my eyes. I sauntered all the way to the halls wanting to be alone right now. I came to a halt sniffing and trying my best not to cry, I was tired of crying, crying won’t solve anything right now, I should know that well.

I shivered from the faint breeze that blew in through the windows, I faced them with a faint smile against my lips, finally the outside view of the palace could be seen and it was an enchanting view, the white masked environment, it was extremely beautiful.

"Windows? Last time I was here there was no such thing" at the sudden deep voice I jumped facing who was responsible, there was a man suddenly beside me that I didn’t see coming.