Summoners War: Only I Summoned Divine Beasts-Chapter 1560: Reincarnations

[12th Reincarnation]

"It’s already my 12th reincarnation, and I still haven’t seen the light where I can come out victorious. I have honed my powers, but the aliens are completely unpredictable.

"When I do one thing, they will do a different thing. When I prepare for something they’ve used before, they will pull out something new.

"And in the last 10 reincarnations, I saw my friends dying, my master sacrificing himself before my eyes, and my wife... leaving me again.

"My heart was already broken without repairs. Every time I saw her in that state. I couldn’t withstand the pain of her dying before me. Can anyone tell me how I should move forward?"

[50th Reincarnation]

"I made a decision that I might regret forever, but this was the best for me and for her. I chose to give up on her. I didn’t want to be anywhere near Flora because my existence would always bring her doom. 𝓯𝙧𝓮𝓮𝒘𝓮𝙗𝙣𝒐𝒗𝒆𝓵.𝓬𝓸𝒎

"Even if I could only look at her from afar, I would be satisfied. As long as she could continue smiling, I could smile too.

"As long as she could live a little longer, that made my heart feel easy... except it didn’t!

"Nothing had changed. She would still die. Even if she lived a little longer, she never smiled. I couldn’t bring the happiness I promised to her, but a part of me wanted to give up on her so that she could live. Please tell me... What should I do?!"

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[78th Reincarnation]

"I finally left her, this time once and for all. I kept failing to win against the aliens. The 1,000 elite class aliens, the many alpha class aliens... I don’t know anymore. The disaster was simply hurting the world much more than anything else.

"I started losing my sanity after my last reincarnation. Could I really save the world? Could I really make a difference?

"I started... indulging myself in other things to keep my sanity intact. I ended up betraying my love and turning to a life of pleasure to drown my sorrow. Was I wrong? I had lost my sense... which one was wrong and which one was right?"

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[149th Reincarnation]

"I didn’t know how many choices I had made. The deadline of my death had been moving closer and closer. I now only have 7 years on average to live in this world."

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[199th Reincarnation]

"I finally formed my Divine Body for the first time. I could understand why the deities could unleash a power that was unimaginable by mortals.

"I thought I had the chance to fight them, but the 1,000 elite class aliens had arrived. I killed two-thirds of them by myself, but I ultimately failed."

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[286th Reincarnation]

"I tried something new this time. All this time, I had been focusing too much on the aliens, but I never paid attention to the human side. When I had Flora with me, I relied on her to take care of the humans, but this time, I planned to help the humans first.

"I spent the rest of my time trying to find a way to counter the death the disaster caused. I had to save most of the population to fight back against the aliens.

"Hopefully, this would result in something different."

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[414th Reincarnation]

"I did it. I found a way to get enough food for everyone. By using this solution, I hoped that the humans could remain standing and continue fighting against the aliens.

"When I found the solution, I was so happy that I actually smiled. Now that I think about it, when was the last time I smiled?"

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[415th Reincarnation]

"I failed again. Even though the solution for our food was solved, I underestimated humanity. They were depraved. Even though I had given them the solution for free, they would do anything they could to sabotage the others. Why?

"Should I continue this fight? I had to. I had to protect this world. Maybe there was another solution."

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[510th Reincarnation]

"This was the first time I managed a very stable condition for all of humanity in all my lives. I had high hopes for this solution. Humanity should have some chance to defeat the aliens. I could still fight. I would still fight for humanity. No one needed to worry about me, because this was just the beginning."

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[630th Reincarnation]

"Humanity managed to start pushing the aliens back. At this rate, it wouldn’t be long before we could expel them from our world. Fortunately, Yog-Sothoth had yet to descend to our world after 8 years."

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[750th Reincarnation]

"Why? Why? WHYYYYY????

"The plan should have succeeded. Yet, when I thought I could finally give one last push, everything ended. Yog-Sothoth descended as if he had been waiting for me at the finish line.

"Were the aliens toying with me?"

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[1005th Reincarnation]

"I had tried everything I could, but no matter how much I tried to push myself, I failed to get strong enough to fight Yog-Sothoth. Even without him, there would be an ambush of countless strong aliens.

"I couldn’t do this alone. But who could stand together with me to fight against them?"

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[1209th Reincarnation]

"I found an answer. I was a student myself before, but I could finally find myself a student. Her name was Bianca. I taught her everything, and she learned everything from me without complaining.

"For the first time, I thought there would be someone who could stand together with me aside from my teacher.

"There was still hope for us to win."

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[1400th Reincarnation]

"I finally lasted 30 seconds against Yog-Sothoth. It was 10 seconds longer than any of my previous attempts. Bianca was just starting. Once she formed her godhood, our chance would increase drastically.

"The chance was slim, but as long as I didn’t give up, the chance would never reach zero. I believed our time would soon come."

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[1798th Reincarnation]

"I... I don’t know what I am supposed to write here. I had just experienced something that might change my life forever. Could I call it a betrayal when we were not together in this life?

"This was the first time... my wife... or the person who used to be my wife, who I used to love so much, who I could always entrust my back to... She... stabbed me in the back, which resulted in my death.

"I... I don’t know. I have been doing everything I could for this world, for the people living in this world, for her...

"What... was I fighting for...?"