Extra Demon: Sacred Academy of Light-Chapter 191: No path

Evelyn felt as if she had come out of a nightmare, a sweet nightmare, her eyes quickly turned around trying to look for the figure of her father, but she did not manage to find him, in his place she stayed stunned at looking at Evelyn and Daniela, they in the same way were in silence looking towards a place in particular, blinking quickly Evelyn recovered the sense, somehow she felt strangely different more light and her mind was much more clear than ever, at trying to put herself foot, she felt a hand over her back…

"You did it, well done" The icy voice of the teacher Emilia resounded softly, Evelyn nodded in silence and tried to say something but not at the end she stayed in silence, standing up she turned around: "I am a little tired" She stayed a few moments before looking at the teacher: "Are you alright?"

"You do not have to worry, they are alright, only missing Arthur but already we will take care of him, only rest a little" Emilia said while nodding with the head.

Evelyn looked at her while she tried to sit and accommodate herself a little, breathing calmly for herself and without looking at any place in particular she felt in a strange sensation of peace with herself without realizing a soft smile appeared on her lips while she closed the eyes…

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Leslie had stayed standing, at returning to the real world her senses at last had calmed if that could be said, being surrounded by a fog that seemed to be too dense to be able to see even something, but this same fog was being dissipated by a halo of light that curiously had shape of a young girl…

At looking at her for a few moments, her gaze tried to penetrate more inside of the dense fog…

"Do not do it" A voice full of kindness sounded behind her, at turning around she looks at the strange woman that was at her side, pure white hair just like the color of the eyes, it was impossible to feel her presence, she seemed totally invisible, something extraordinary for a living being, but she could feel a kind of connection and certain familiarity…

"Why?" Feeling curiosity…

"You cannot see her, you must not do it, your soul in such state will not be able to bear it" The soft voice of the woman was full of warning and seriousness.

"Alright" Leslie was not picky and more if through was involved the soul, sighing for herself, she nodded with the head, the strange woman made her signs so that she followed her, they walked in the opposite direction during a few seconds, the fog was much more scarce and she managed to see Evelyn who was sitting apparently sleeping looking at her current state, there was something different in her…

On the other side was Daniela with her mom, Leslie at not seeing Arthur raised the gaze, in it was the halo of light of a young girl, and at one side was forming another figure, but with different light, a beautiful blue fire and much more above of them two there was a small point of light that seemed to be as bright as the same sun… it was extremely beautiful.

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"Sorry"

I always hear the same voice, my own voice, whispering in my ears, the same voice full of desperation, rage and a deep sadness and rejection towards myself, I always see the same kind of dream, a figure of a young girl, small asking me for forgiveness.

Another forgiveness full of sadness and at the same time of relief, as if she was happy? I do not know, I do not know from where comes all this, or I did not know…

Looking at the front… on a bed laid was my sister, but the image that I had of her is very different to the of now, emaciated, the skin of her face was stuck to the bones, she did not seem to have eaten in weeks, she looked at me fixedly, she tried to say but nothing came out of her mouth, my hands trembled, in them there was something, something extremely soft, a strong headache invaded me as if hundreds of blades pierced my brain, my body trembled and a deep fear made me feel cold all over the body, forgotten memories or that simply I forgot returned hitting without cease, torments and above all desperation and guilt…

My hands moved slowly, they did not respond, my eyes forced themselves to open, I was looking fixedly at the eyes of my sister a dull blue, I tried to control my actions but all was useless, I tried to deny it, but the reality of the situation…

I put slowly the pillow over the head of my sister, I do not know how much time passed, I did not feel anything around when my senses returned only I could feel the small hand of my sister over my forearm, there was not any kind of strength in it, she simply held me, my senses blocked and tears began to fall from my eyes…

I had killed my sister…

I had denied the reality, I had tried to deny everything…

But now I remember it, all went wrong, I never received help, nobody helped me, I never could help my sister, I had achieved nothing, I had never known Celestin, my sister never improved and each day was worse than the previous, each night I could hear her groans of pain, I could hear her cry, it was absolute desperation not to be able to do anything, only to be able to see, not to be able to do anything.

Until that night arrived…

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"We will always be together…" The weak voice of my sister resounded through all the room, it was dark, it was depressing it was pure sadness…

"Can you… do it?" Again the voice of my sister, it was one of supplication, she asked me something impossible, she asked me much more than what I could offer but at the same time it was the minimum that I could do for her.

"Sorry" Again…

"Sorry, for being a burden… but I cannot do it by myself…"

"I am afraid…"

"Sorry brother…"

I hated my sister for that, I hated much for what she asked me, I hated each word that she was saying to me, I hated what was happening, I hated much this situation, I hated myself for not being capable of doing anything, but above all I hated how shitty was my life, my parents died and now my sister is going to die by my hands.

I have to do it, she already does not bear it more, she already does not endure more, the pain led her to the desperation same as me, to both of us the pain won… and when the world turns its back on you…

What solution do you have… 𝓯𝓻𝒆𝙚𝒘𝓮𝙗𝓷𝒐𝓿𝙚𝒍.𝙘𝓸𝙢

"Alright, leave it to me" I said with a soft smile.